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| oh am i? |
[Wednesday
June 14th, 2006 @ 3:18pm] |
Just a quick update.
Movie night with some old guys and gals from school tonight.
Tommorrow a show with the class act aka Derek Leach.
Working on the Weekend for some one dear to my heart, Gran.
My car gets it's needed repairs soon.
Hello to Kallen and Amanda. Hope you guys are well.
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[Wednesday
June 14th, 2006 @ 2:25pm] |
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I can't believe I'm finally using this for what it's ment for...
I do what I can to keep my mind busy.
I am getting better.
My mom and I are closer than ever and now can really talk about anything. I've finally got everything "off my chest."
I'm getting better day by day at shooting basket ball. I am actually impressing myself...
I've been painting chairs that have been neglected for over a year.
I still can't eat for some reason.
1 month instead of 1 1/2 weeks. Wrap your mind around that.
I never new that Devin and I were still as close as we once were.
It's nice to rekindle old flames.
This goes out to who used to be my #1 fan.
No matter what anyone will ever say or do in our favors, only WE should decide what to do next.
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[Tuesday
June 13th, 2006 @ 2:56pm] |
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You don't know how much you had until it's gone.
You never understand your happiness until you are sad.
I've spent time in the word and time with my friends to sort it all out. Only time will heal turmoil with endurance and patience as my reward.
It's so hard to let go. My body doesn't want to reject it's other half. Losing what completes you can only leave you half full. It's weird to have understanding. My body and soul is having a hard time recovering. One full meal in 2 1/2 days and a couple of bottles of lemonade is all I have been able to take in. A continuous, headache and diarrhea also for 2 1/2 days. Just no appetite...
I don't know what is happening but after reading the bible things will eventually be fine. God gives us the most difficult challenges when it's time for us to grow. Time.
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| b on the scantron |
[Thursday
June 1st, 2006 @ 12:01pm] |
PHILLY BURGER AT HARDY'S/CARL'S JR.(for the Guam guys) LOOKS NASTY!
I've been meaning to say that for awhile. I see that commercial and it makes me what to tell Angela about it because she loves to criticize food. haha. It's a huge cheese burger topped with sliced steak, onions, peppers, and more cheese. That is absolutely disgusting. Shame on the men or WOMEN that eat that.
-Waiting on my laundry to dry so I can leave.
-3 hr drive to Dad's
-late nights watching REAL TV! o boy.
-Missing my best friend
-Thinking about how she'll look in that dress
-How special will PF Chang's be with her? TOO SPECIAL.
I learned a new phrase and I like it. If some one asks you a question and the answer is false you say, "B on the scantron".
On the true false part of scantron tests false is B.
I love my baby cakes! SHE SO SWEET!
love,
A. Schreiber
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[Saturday
December 24th, 2005 @ 8:45pm] |
Hahaha. I don't like live Journal! I wanted to edit my last entry! I didnt want that sad restless smile at the top! I saw it and was Like I said restless in my entry that's odd and then I couldn't get it to change off of it because the net lagged up and it saved it!!!!!
GRRR!
I Blame Dial up! I blame Canada! I blame myself for being LJ impared.
MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL.(only one person reads these hahahahhaa)
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[Saturday
December 24th, 2005 @ 8:22pm] |
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So, this is Christmas?
It's came so fast and I wasn't even ready. I enjoy being here with my family, but something just isn't right and something just isn't complete. I know what it is and so does she.
Today we had my step fathers family over and they are wierd and different. It's usually pretty uncomfortable, but they mean well. We had some neat little snack foods, but no desserts I like. haha. We had pineapple upside down cake and coconut cake.Church was nice. We held hands and prayed and sang Silent Night at the end of service. I wish I could have held Ang's hand along with my mom's. haha
I don't feel like I'll sleep good tonight. I never do Christmas eve. I'm not even excited like I used to be. Well I am, but not for the same reasons. I hope Im not to restless.
I'm excited to see my mom's reaction to the red gloves I got her. She wanted them so bad. Hehe!
Well I don't have much else to say, Sen(squiggly line on top)ior Live Journal.
There is something in the way she moves.
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[Wednesday
December 14th, 2005 @ 10:23pm] |
Man, today has sucked. I feel compelled to do this, but I don't know why? I've been alone all day. I feel depressed and edgy and I don't really know why. I have an exam at 8am and I'm afraid I'll over sleep. I need to study more, but I keep getting caught up in other things. I've read and read and looked and looked at it , but it's just not really sinking in. I wish I had someone to help.
I feel so overwhelmed today.
I miss Angela more now than when I was 200 miles away. I don't know why.
She's leaving soon too for a month and I'm going to be so lost without her. Even being home and busy.
My heart will skip a beat until Jan.10th or so when I come back here.
I hope we can make the best of our last few days and I hope when we are back together again things will be as good as always.
I feel like I suck at life and I don't even know why and then again I think about it and I feel like I'm doing great.
I just wish I could take her hand and run away from it all.
Here's to tomorrow being joyful and triumphant.
Here's to Ang's first stocking and snow.
Here's to love songs and sugar cookies.
Sleepless in Schreiber.
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[Sunday
November 20th, 2005 @ 1:24pm] |
So, I haven't been in the best humor today. I got a call from my short stack this morning and said I couldn't see her today unless I could get to her house in 45 mins and go to church with her. There was no way because time wouldn't allow it. I would have had to get a shower, find clothes(I REALLY NEED TO DO LAUNDRY), get to my car, put t-fluid in the car, and drive 10 mins to her Apt. I have felt miserable all day knowing she was upset and hurt that I couldn't be there.
I feel bad because I didn't try and make it. I know for a fact that I couldn't have made it, but I could have at least attempted and failed. Than not try at all. I'm worthless.
I'm so sorry, Angela.
Can I please make it up to you tmrw? I want to make the most of our time together tmrw because I wont see you until Sunday.
Thanksgiving will be hard not sharing it with the one I love most dearly.
These are the things that make you go ugh...
and also kill my soul.
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[Tuesday
November 8th, 2005 @ 11:39am] |
I'm going to miss Angela this week. I'm going home thursday. I'll see her Sunday...
I'm excited and happy that I've done well this week:
I've began to eat right
I completed 2 papers for Eng.
I finished my drawings.
Today I finish my 12 foot bridge.
TODAY IS MINE AND ANGELA'S HEY I KISSED YOU A MONTH AGO ANNIVERSARY...YAY!
P.S.
I'm into hardcore music. I'm going to a sweet show friday.
Darkest Hour
the Red Chord
Converge
RXC=Robertson County Hardcore.
Ang is the offical RXC International member allocated by Guam.
Peace and Hair Grease
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[Sunday
November 6th, 2005 @ 5:24pm] |
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So, this is my first real Journal entry. Yadda Yadda Blah Blah...
Yeah I've been dating this girl for a month or so and I think she is the light of my life.
She:
takes care of me
looks out for my best interests
cooks for me
buys me dinner
gives me hair gel
plucks my eyebrows
kisses me
hugs me
reads the bible with me
goes to church with me
holds my hand
tells me secrets
shares her world
laughs with me
misses me
teases me
pleases me
ect.
The list could go on and on. I'm in love and will never be alone with this wonderful girl by my side.
I think it is cute when she drives. She's very cautious and has an odd sense of direction.
I APPRECIATE THE LITTLE THINGS and ANGELA IS LITTLE. SO YEAH. I APPRECIATE MY LITTLE ISLAND GIRL. :D
LOVE WAS THE EGG.
T.A. Schreiber, M.D.
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[Sunday
November 6th, 2005 @ 4:47pm] |
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